I am Stupid

Stupid woman! If you were that smart, why did you even approach me in the first place? @##$%$#@#! Okays. So this lady approached me when I was exiting from Kovan station and that wasn’t a very pleasant experience. She wanted to know which way she should go to take bus 136, which coincidentally was the same bus as me. Our chance encounter went on something like this.

Lady: Miss, which side do I go to take bus 136?

Me: Hmmm… Which side are you heading to first?

Lady: Bus 136 lah!

Me: Yeah! Which direction are you heading….

Lady: Aiya! You’re so stupid!

@#$##%%$! If you were so smart lady, you would have figured a way out yourself! And besides, couldn’t you read the sign that points in the direction of the BUS STOP??? Freaking hell! Oh yeah! And our conversation was in mandarin. Fine! I’m stupid. But so much for helping you! I could have just walked off ignoring you, you bitch!

Poker Anyone?

Oh my gosh! I just can’t help opening it up, shuffling it, and pretend that I’ve got someone to play with me. What am I talking about? The new poker set, which includes the chips, 2 stacks of cards and the mat!

I went shopping at Vivo after my last paper on Thursday. Contrary to popular belief, I don’t feel that the mall is big at all. It may be the biggest in Singapore, but so what? The shops are really much the same as the rest of this pathetic island. The only good thing about the mall is that everything is under one roof. Food, retail outlets, cinemas, departmental stores.

Okies, so I went shopping. I just needed to do some retail therapy. But mom had to come down to pay for me. I realized I didn’t bring my charge card and I had not banked in money to my charge card. Thank goodness I realized that before I went in to the fitting room. Haha! So how did I get my FREE poker set? I actually read it in 8DAYS before that fcuk was having a promotion, I guess in conjunction with Casino Royale. But I figured I couldn’t spend so much to receive it. Somehow, I just went in and try and try so many stuff that I manage to accumulate and receive the smashing set (in my opinion).

Sad to say, I’m a complete loser. I do know how to play poker. But the details? Forget it! I’m completely clueless. Plus, I really, really don’t know how to play baccarat. Sigh! So I think the set is just for show. Drats! I thought of posting the pictures here, but I think tabby has virus. It hangs everytime I open 2 windows of internet explorer. But it’s ok, I’m returning it soon. It’s not worth to buy it especially when a brand new HP tablet cos only $3000 odd.

Anyway, check out this link!
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Pris’s recommendation. It’s refreshing. Haha! But I wouldn’t take the whole thing seriously. It’s not that accurate. Hehe.

Underneath it all

Economics Paper 3 is over. It’s the component which I am most un-prepared for, the one that I didn’t even studying (unfortunately). 2 more days peeps! 2 more days and we shall kiss the A’s goodbye. Darn Bush though. If not because of him, we could have smell freedom 1 hour earlier. Drats! That kinda spoil some plans.

OOO! I can’t wait for Casino Royale. Bah! Seriously, I don’t think Daniel Craig make a good agent for the franchise. Personally, Clive Owen is a better choice. Nonetheless, I’m looking forward to see how he fills the role, especially having to fill the shoes of his predecessor. No more gadgets and Q in this installment though. I am hoping to receive another model of the Aston Martin that is being used in the movie. *hint hint*.

I actually have a lot of things to rant about. The crap essays that I produced, the lousy answers that I placed on the answers script and so on. I just can’t seem to find the words to describe my current feeling, my current anxiety and the darn frustration. I know it’s not the time to look back at the past and think how you should have done some things differently, but I can’t. I’m trying, hard. Don’t know whether it’s gonna do me good anyway. Oh well.

Here it comes. It’ll get started in a couple of hours. I’m so totally not prepared, but when have I been anyway? It sucks especially when you feel like you’re in this all alone even though you’re not.

Great. So what have 18 years of my irritating life taught me? Always expect the unexpected. It was really a surprise the other day. At the same time, it was a disappointment. I know I shouldn’t be talking anymore about this. I just need to get it out before I lose myself. Things could be different. But why aren’t they?

Well, I guess I better just go and sleep and try to forget this pain. It’ll soon be over, physically. Mentally, I guess it’ll remain rooted in my memory for a very long time. All the best to every single one taking the A levels, especially A11.