Here it comes. It’ll get started in a couple of hours. I’m so totally not prepared, but when have I been anyway? It sucks especially when you feel like you’re in this all alone even though you’re not.

Great. So what have 18 years of my irritating life taught me? Always expect the unexpected. It was really a surprise the other day. At the same time, it was a disappointment. I know I shouldn’t be talking anymore about this. I just need to get it out before I lose myself. Things could be different. But why aren’t they?

Well, I guess I better just go and sleep and try to forget this pain. It’ll soon be over, physically. Mentally, I guess it’ll remain rooted in my memory for a very long time. All the best to every single one taking the A levels, especially A11.