Why don't you come to your senses

It’s like a cold turkey effect. I’m ok, then I’m not, then I’m ok, and now I’m not again. When is it going to stop? Like seriously. I’m really clueless… just really wished I had the answer to some things in life.

The past had not been a rosy picture and to some, the future does not look promising either. F*** you! Kiss my ass! Be optimistic. We all shall be.

I was just flipping through my organizer earlier. It’s jam-packed. I’ve got a GP mock exam next Wednesday, a match on the same day (just an hour and half after the paper ends), and tons more. I think I did the right thing by turning down the invitation to play at SICC tomorrow. Did I? I don’t know. I really want to go and have a game but I’m ‘not supposed to have a life.’ Bleah!