I'm not who you think I am

I’m not who you think I am.
I’m not what you expect of me.
I don’t do stuff that you think I do.
I don’t have things that you think I have.
I want more that just this.

It’s frustrating to have something strapped to your ankle once again.
I had a clean break, but now, I’m back to being a half cripple.
I don’t know what’s going on.
I want to know, but know one wants to tell me.

So it has been a lousy week so far. Nothing has changed. Instead it has become worse off. I’m still not getting my beauty sleep and of course, I’m very irritated. SOME lessons have become a chore. But of course, I must overcome that negative perception and work on. As Geck has said, when you don’t feel like doing something that you don’t want to do, you get a headache. That is so true.

We are supposed to do GP application question right now. No one seems to be doing it except a couple of them. I think I’ll be going to do maths right now and get off those negative things in my fucking brain.