It's the insanity.

I’m in the midst of the ever hectic and pressuring examination period. I swore I would not once turn on the computer this week, to facilitate my utmost concentration into my studies.

Okay. Don’t believe a word I say in the first few lines. I’m not feeling too good these days – feeling under the weather and constant dizzy spells. Sometimes I feel like I’m seeing double. But I can’t be sure if it’s something I’m imagining or there’s seriously something wrong with me.

You are walking down this alley on your own. It’s long and winding. The road is very uneven. You are having lots of difficulty. You wish there was someone here with you. You detest the silence. It doesn’t give a creepy feeling but it seems you are the only person left in the world. No one wants to give you a helping hand. No one is willing to give you support. Yet, deep down inside, you don’t know what went wrong for you to deserve this. You want to fix the situation that you are in. You want to make it all the way to the other end of the alley. You are tired, downcast. Can you make it over?