Sinner but now a changed person...

It’s a Monday, and it’s a little queer blogging right now. This post is indeed a shocker, especially when I’m notorious for only updating this once in a blue moon.

I’ve been thinking a lot today about what mom has said. Considering the events and those odd questions, I believe what she has speculated. In fact, I was also thinking the same way before she brought the matter up to me. I know that I’ve sinned in the past. But what matters now is the present and the fact that I’ve changed to be a better individual. I’ve been trying very hard to atone for it, and start everything anew. Throughout today, I’ve been racking my brains to think of a perfect solution that will change the others’ perspective. However, it doesn’t really matter. I may have done wrong, but that was in the past. And I don’t need to account my actions to anyone. It’s their brains and heart to choose who they wanna believe and only time will be able to change that warp illusion of theirs. Till then, I’m just going to be my usual self and work hard towards my goal, for I believe that I will be able to do it. (I HOPE)

My utmost apologies to all those peeps who have to bear my brunt today at school. I hope, after a good night’s sleep, I will forget everything and continue to live my life as if the subject that was mentioned with mom didn’t even happen. We will just act as if everything is normal and prove my cynics wrong, one day.