Somehow... I don't feel good... I thought it will be different, but it's just another bad day

Cassie was here for a visit! Your tabby's keypad is so different from mine! hahah!

Should i stay for maths? but my cough is killing me and i need my medicine!

Ok. It's me again. I've pushed Cassie away. Haha!
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It actually started off pretty well. I didn’t fall asleep on the toilet bowl, or when I was brushing my teeth. It fact, I got to school pretty early today. Lectures went on fine, so did tutorials, although I gotta admit that they were a lil overwhelming. But, this is a sad life of a JC2 student. We don not have lives.

Everybody wants to gain recognition for what him or her has done. I mean, who wouldn’t? This is human nature, and no one can change this fact. When I see someone take away the ‘glory’ for something that I’ve done, I suddenly lose all that purpose and motivation to do it. Fortunately, most of the times, it’s just a temporary thing. I usually get over it. But I must say that it’s tough to get over certain stuff when it comes to team work. After all that you slog your guts out and you don’t even receive a ‘good job!’ or a five. Now that sucks. I’m generalizing here, so don’t take me too seriously. This moves me on to my next point.

The effects of gossip and rumours can really make or break someone. Because of what you say to others, it does affect the way you see the others. This is definitely uncalled for! I’ve never publicly shout it out here or anywhere else before, but sometimes, certain attitudes are really childish and immature. I tried to rectify the problem, but the more I give in, the more I try, I feel even more terrible. Why? That’s because I get ‘attacked’. Why should I subject myself to more of these ‘tortures’?

Moving on, it’s such a pity to see that even though you have gone through so much together, people still will forget you. Like they always say, “Out of sight and out of mind”. Come on! Time schedules sucks, but I can’t do anything about it. It’s something that is not within my control. I do try, but even if I was there, I’m just another clueless individual surrounded by tons of missing information. You laugh, I don’t, you cry, I don’t either.