Can't take it anymore

Why is it that you can’t read things in a more balanced and perceptive kind of way? I’m not going to explain myself for I don’t see why I should. It’s not about you in this world. I need my space too. In fact, I think it’s the other way round. Sometimes I don’t think whatever I did was never appreciated. Even an outsider could see that and ask me why I still continue to do that. I don’t know. A whole lot of inconvenienced caused, but I was still there.

What I am so disappointed and hurt is the fact that a person can change side so quickly. Talking about a chameleon! Bah!

Thank goodness for tennis. It’s the only thing that I can focus on without having to worry about anything else. I can get 2-4 hours away from reality and fully enjoy myself. The company was great too. Chelsea and I literally whacked our opponents today. She did great ground strokes; I had a couple of great serves. Now, we’re in the semis and its Kelly and Pearlyn next. It’s such a small world. I’ve to play my training mates…

So back to the situation, I’m gonna bear with it, like I always do. I’ll prove you wrong. And darn right I am.

I better go to get some rest now. I think I’m going to be down with something major. It’s time for ‘war’ but I just vomit out my rations. This isn’t good.