It's a fucked up world. We're a fucked up place...

I had enough of it! It's not nice being the only one. Why can't I be like the rest? Really envy them. Don't you have nothing better to do? I told myself when I was younger that I will be truthful. However, I don't see the point of telling the truth. It will still be doubted anyway. I need to show the real meaning of "once bitten, twice shy". Don't go for me. I have nothing. What the f*ck!

The only one again. The one that sits at the sidelines while the rest have fun. The one that is clueless about things. The one who walks alone at the back. Whispers, gossips, what the sh*t is, there is a never ending list. When is it the chance to cut it? Am i only the spare? Months of hard work would have gone to waste then. I thought it would be different, but perhaps I was wrong after all. Who cares? It's time.

As I've said earlier, it is really pointless to speak the truth. Of course, it's a world full of lies out there. Practically everyone keeps changing. People talk, people speak, but they don't fully understand. Not a single word of it. Red tape is definitely necessary here... Really?

Every second it's getting taller. Every minute is getting higher. When will it stop? I hope it does. At least then, there'll be a chance. An endless day, keeps me moving all the time. It's a wreak inside, soon maybe it'll become trash! Who knows...

It's not the right time. It's moving too fast. For now, the option is very clear. Though I feel flattered, but I had it. It's just too fast... Get it?

It's a fucked up world!
I had it!